clarity.

to start off, i start with something i've said before.

Because I need to breathe.
Because of comfort.
Because I’m insane and you might be too.
I’ll hold your head up. Truly.
Understand me when I tell you to look up.
Sweet Sister.
I need you more.
Hold your own and I will mine.
Cross my path.
What will make me stay.
Wait. Patiently wait.
I’ll be going now.
Let it out and let it in.
I am walking
Focus
focusfocusfocus.
Try try try.
Hard.
Harder.
Hardest.
Will you give me a fucking minute.
To clear.
Clarity.
Be bold she said.
Be brave she said.
Be bright she said.
Be beautiful she said.
Well lady I’m trying.
I need some goodness from you. Okay.
Some real honest goodness.
Some chocolate and wine.
Some tea and green.
Some heart and yarn.
Some paint and cloves.
Some music and voices.
Some love coming my way and right back to you.
I think it’s time to shut down.
Coffee and a cigarette.
Beer and a cigarette.
I want I want I want.
I need I need I need.
I don’t want. I don’t want. I don’t want.
I hear you. I hear you. Ihearyou.
Baby of mine. Dry your eyes.
I am right here.
I don’t want you to save your heart for mine.
“walking slowly down the hall”
Hope for the flowers.
I want you to sew this back up please.
You’re a peach. A real sweet one.